I haven't been on here in forever and a day. That is all.

School is hard and stressful. Poo.

I feel really frustrated right now. I really don't get along well with my Dad at all. I try really hard to forgive him and be friends with him and then he goes and does something that is totally mean and painful and it all comes back. AGH!!! I wish I could just forgive and forget and never let anything bug me.....but I'm evil and I can't seem to. I really wish I could move out. I would to.... but I'm just to scared to. I'm worried it'll be out of the frying pan into the fire kinda thing....plus Stephen is gone this week. Let the good times roll.

Today I was thinking about what I my kids will look like if and when I have them. I don't want them to be too nice looking 'cause then they'll be mean and vain but I don't want them to be ugly either 'cause that would just be embarrassing. hmm, I guess the only thing for it is the happy medium of mediocrity, poo, it's so lame to hope for just average in anything. I guess I'll just have to start praying that they will be extraordinary in others ways besides physical beauty. Yup that's the ticket for sure.

P.s.

This post is a direct result of watching the crazy mom and Spanglish oogle over the nice lady's kid mostly 'cause she's so much prettier then her own child. BUT there's this cool part where the nice mom is worried about her daughter and she said to the Dad of the "not as pretty daughter" that he doesn't have to worry about his daughter 'cause nothing could ever change her heart. I though that was awesome. How cool would that be to have someone say that about your kid?